Ok, I reread my last journal entry and I'm like "WTF?! I changed that much?!" Well, My emotions have changed in like after the first week of that break up and the more i think about it, the more I don't care. That bastard was a waste of my time. And he was going nowhere. Honestly, I don't even think I should even talk to him anymore but since I'm a nice person, I'll live with it. We barely talk anyway so whatev's. I just don't want anymore drama.
But that's not what I really want to talk about. This month, After i came home from NY, I've been feeling very bored lately. And not the regular boredom of there's nothing to do. I mean boredom as in, I'm bored of realilty. Actual life. I'm stuck in the same constant beat of life. Go to sleep, Wake up, Go to school, Go home, Computer and repeat. It's all the same to me. I mean, life is always the same no matter what you do. You'll grow bored sooner or later and will have to find something new to do. And once you do everything your left with nothing to do. You know everything as well to. When is there going to be excitment? Some fun? Well, I found what i want but the problem is, My goal is only a dream. And nothing more but that. My dream is to be part of the fun, the excitment, of anime. Ya it's weird but when you look at it, What fun is there but what you see on anime? Take for example, Most of us are fan's of like Bleach and Naruto right? Well have you ever though of what it would be like... if you were apart of that? True it's just anime and I'm sure most of you guys think I'm nuts but still. What's new here? New in the world? That fills you with excitment? Swine flu bluh, Iraq war bluh. See? Nothing new, Nothing exciting! I want to feel excited! I want to be able to feel the sudden fear of death! I want to fight!